Charlotte They could have given me a blanket... Not even a bucket... Sheer indifference? No... This isn't straightforward callousness... It's planned... Calculated... Why? To humiliate me? Perhaps... The camera... Is it only a spy? Or more? ? ? I'm supposed to be frightened... They want a show... Scared woman... Helpless... Panicking... Fuck them... ... I'm not scared... I'm not scared... ... ... Then I gasp as, from the inside, Cara kicks and my stomach rebels. ***** James Three more days. No word. No progress. No ransom demand. Why? I'm exhausted. Michael, Richard and Beth too. As for Mitch, she's run out of tears, I think. But strain has etched lines which frame her mouth and eyes. Beth serves food, pressing a mug of soup into Mitch's hand. Then sittin