White. That’s the first thing I see when I open my eyes. White ceiling. White walls. White light that feels too bright, too clean and too empty. For a moment, I just stare. My mind doesn’t catch up. It lags behind like it doesn’t want to remember anything. Where am I? I blink once, twice. The light stings my eyes and I squint slightly, my head throbbing with a dull, persistent ache. This isn’t my room. A faint smell reaches me…it's disinfectant and my stomach tightens. I am at the hospital? I shift slightly, and something tugs at my hand. I frown, turning my head just enough to see an IV line connected to me. My breath catches. “What…?” My voice comes out hoarse, barely more than a whisper. “You’ve woken up?” a voice sounds from besides me. I freeze at the voice. I turn my he

