CHUCK
I step into the car and lay my head on the steering wheel.
What is happening to me? Why am I this weak? Why can’t I resist Lexi? Why can’t I just keep off her? Why can’t I stop thinking about her?
She is stuck in my mind. Her kiss, her eyes, her smile, her laugh, her touch, how she talks; it just won’t go away.
She is unique or so I think. I have never felt this way for anyone. I don’t feel anything for the lady I’m supposed to be marrying. I don’t know whether I will go ahead with it. In fact I don’t think so.
I want Lexi. I promised her commitment and I want to give her that. I don’t want them to be empty promises. This is the woman that makes me happy. The woman who I think I should spend the rest of my life with. Not thinking but I’m sure.
I don’t want to imagine my life w
