Allan drives past a driveway to the first gate. We are buzzed in and he joins the second driveway. Yes, you got it right. There are three gates to get to my parent’s house. Or should I call it a castle? That doesn’t fit it. It’s more than a castle.
We get to the second gate and we are buzzed in. He drives through the final driveway and I feel my heart beating fast.
I grew up here yet it feels so strange. It’s been more than six years and I don’t know how to behave. I don’t know how my dad will receive me. At least I saw Mona's reaction. She hasn’t changed at all. What about dad?
I hope he has changed. I hope he won’t be a monster to his little girl. That’s what he always called me and I hope it’s still the case.
I should be mad at him but I miss him. I miss the fatherly love and I wish
