Sensing that no one was around now, I opened my eyes cautiously to see that he was on his way to the bathroom. How dare he not reciprocate my feelings? I'd just said that I had missed him, but all he did was stare back at me in disbelief, as if he had just seen a ghost. I was thinking about him the whole night. Now that he had finally come home, I felt relieved. I have been dead worried all the time since his call. I tried my best to muster those words heartily for him to know how relieved I was. Yet, I felt rejected. I got the impression that he was not happy with it. How cruel! Is it very hard for him to show that at least he had recognized my affection? Or could it possibly be that I was not actually in his heart despite the time we have already spent together? However, I think

