Everything was back to normal, if I can call it like that. Tyler was extra sweet, he was missing us a lot. I missed him too to be honest, the kind and caring Tyler and not the angry one, who finds problem in everything and everyone, but not in himself. I hope it’s will be permanent this time and he is not going to be his old grumpy self again.
Tim is out of the country and we have no contact whatsoever. I still miss the old Tim terribly and I think about him a lot. The love what I felt for him was deep enough to make me think about him for months or even years , even if we don’t see each other, especially when Tyler makes my life difficult. When I wish to love, I think about Tim. When I wish to party, I think about Tim and even when I am just working, I can’t help it but think about
