Dear Bully,
I decided to take a decision by myself for the first time in my life. Was it forced on me? I don't know.
I couldn't abort the baby and live like nothing happened. I never had the right to take a life.
Mommy's sorry baby. I wish I could show you this world but as far as I have seen it. It's better than you still didn't see how cruel and scary the world is. Don't worry mommy will go with you.
I decided to kill myself
I don't know who the father of this baby is but if I had a chance I would have raised it by myself and had given him the best I could.
I wanted to be the best parent for him. Exact opposite of my mom.
But I don't have a choice. I can't give birth to it.
But I can surely choose to stay with him so he doesn't get scared all alone in the heavens.
Don't worry b
