Sammy's POV
It has been days since that fateful day and for no apparent reason, I suddenly lost interest in some things I used to have some passion for. I admit I am still thinking about what happened that day. Did I really make the right decision? Did I say the right words? I am not even sure if we did the right thing by having that kind of talk because wasn’t it too late for that? I know and I am aware that I love Justin but I just can’t bear to see Allen hurting, much more crying so hard. He's my first love after all. If only I can say to him that time that we can still give each other another chance, I will. I wish things between us is that easy. But no, there's Justin in the picture. I don’t want to hurt him either. He’s been my shield and protector for almost three years now, si
