Rejected mate: she has perfect life

Aurora pov： My name is Aurora Nightingale. I grew up in an orphanage in Silver Pack. Then I became an alpha maid. He always ordered me to do work beyond my working hours. For example, at 9:00 p.m. that night, the arrogant gentleman still asked me to prepare coffee and was very picky. When I made the tenth cup of coffee, I really wanted to splash the coffee directly on his face. But I couldn't. I was not his opponent; I would be 18 years old in a few hours. When I had a wolf, I would have freedom. So I couldn't anger Gabriel at this critical moment. When I made the twentieth cup of coffee, Gabriel was no longer in the house. I went back to my little room, tired. But I didn't want to sleep, but to take what I had prepared and went to the back mountain. An hour later, I came to the cave I had found in advance. I would be 18 years old an hour later, and I was about to have my own wolf and meet my mate. What would my mate look like? Strong? Kind? Handsome... No matter what he looked like, I believed that he would love me and protect me. After all, we were destined. Although exhausted, I didn't want to fall asleep every minute. I had to wait for that miracle moment. The minutes were ticking away. When the second hand fell to 12, the bell rang in the night. First, I was very excited because it meant I was about to enter another stage. Then I felt intense discomfort and unbearable pain, as if my whole body was burning. I didn't know what had happened, but my body changed dramatically. I felt that my limbs were twisting, the bones were deformed, and the hair was growing from under the skin. My body made strange noises. I tried to breathe, but breathing became difficult as if it was compressing. My teeth began to become sharp, and my ears became sharp. In the end, I became a silver-white wolf. Oh, my God, my wolf is so beautiful, completely beyond my expectation! My thoughts and senses have also become sharper. After I transferred into a werewolf, the whole world became different. I can feel the breath and sound around me and run and jump easily. When I ran, the wind blew quickly through my ears. This feeling of running fast made me feel unprecedented happiness. Seeing the woods in the moonlight, a giant black wolf stood there. I knew this was my wolf spirit, my wolf body. I felt a strong power and wild desire, knowing I was about to complete the transformation. I run fast in the forest and enjoy the joy of speed. When I walked in a forest, I felt an unusual breath. In an instant, my heart beat faster, and the pores of my whole body were trembling. A seductive aroma was attracting me. It was a mixture of wild musk and forest flowers. It had a strong charm that made me unconsciously follow it. Finally, I came to an empty meadow, where I saw a strong and charming black wolf standing and looking at me. I stared at him, and my eyes became wet. I tried to control my emotions, but my body couldn't help approaching him. I could feel his breath, and I felt happy and satisfied. I was lucky to meet my mate on the day of transformation, and he was still a strong black wolf. The black wolf is a very scarce species. I heard that our alpha is also a black wolf... Oh, damn it, I shouldn't have thought of that damn guy at that beautiful moment. I turned my attention back to my mate. My heart was full of joy and happiness. I showed my neck to my dear mate, which was the way to show belonging and loyalty among the wolves; I thought he would lick my neck to show his acceptance. Unexpectedly, he stepped back a few steps and showed me his teeth, a threatening and challenging gesture among the wolves. His eyes also became indifferent. Then I saw him change from a wolf to a human, and I was stunned. The mate standing in front of me was actually the hateful alpha! OMG! My heart became complicated, so I took two steps back and became human. "It turned out to be you!" Gabriel's tone was full of shock and disdain! He continued, "I didn't expect that my mate turned out to be the maid beside me. It's incredible." I heard contempt from his words again. To be honest, my heart was stung: "So, sir, are you despising me because I'm a maid?" "You misunderstood. I didn't despise you." When I heard Gabriel say this, hope rekindled in my heart. But the next second, he said, "You should know I'm very busy. I don't have time to despise anyone. It's completely unnecessary." "Since the current situation is like this, I don't want to waste more time. I must tell you that you can't be my mate. Aurora... What's your full name?" "Sir, I've been a maid by your side since I was 14. You don't even know my name!" I was furious. Now that he said I couldn't be his mate, why did he suddenly ask what my name was? "Oh, please, now tell me your name first. We need to clear our relationship as soon as possible." Clear the relationship? I feel upset: "Why? Is it because I'm a maid?" "That's more than that!" Gabriel said impatiently, "You are too weak. I need a strong Luna." When I heard him say this indifferently, I immediately lost all hope. My mate disliked that I was a weak maid and wanted to refuse me! My heart was as uncomfortable as stabbed with a knife, and my eyes couldn't help being sore. I was definitely not sorrowful for the damn Gabriel! I was sorrowful for myself. This man has ruined the transformation I have been looking forward to and all my expectations for my mate! "Aurora Nightingale!" I said my name. After a minute of silence, Gabriel frowned at me and said, "Aurora Nightingale, I'm Gabriel Wolfe. I officially refuse you to be my mate!" His voice was very decisive and cruel. My body trembled, and then I felt a severe, tearing pain. After the severe pain, I lost all my strength and courage. I could hardly stand and didn't feel that I was so fragile. I tried to control my emotions, but I couldn't do it. I began to cry not only because of physical pain; but also because I felt abandoned. My breathing became rapid, my tears flowed, and I felt I could no longer face the world. This painful feeling made my heart and body burn as if they were about to become ashes. At that moment, I wanted to curl up, hide in the dark corner, and never come out again.