“Makaria, are you sure you want us to commute and not use your car?” We are currently outside my house walking at the side of the road. I am still trying to absorb what happened. I am in shock. “Yes” “Okay, I'll call a cab” “No, let's take a bus” I tried to stop him. I don't feel like I want to go in a small space right now. I feel like I want to breathe in the calming fresh air at the side of the bus… Just when I was eight, back then… I missed it. “What? Are you okay with that?” “Yes” “We need to walk to go to the bus stop” “Yes” I have nothing more to say. I am incapable of talking much as of this moment. “That's far from here” “Yes…” “*sigh* Okay, jump in.” I was shocked when he turned his back on me and he knelt. What