Eva
After Andrej left, I didn't feel better at all. I stood at the wall, near the front door I slipped down to sit on the floor and hugged my knees, rested my head on them. I didn't know what to do. Now that I saw him again last night, it was clear I still love him. My feelings didn't change at all. He matured a bit, but he still was the most beautiful man in my eyes. I needed to pull myself together. I needed to bring back the hard side of me. I decided I was going to stay another day, then I was going to go back to work. I'm going to lift my chin up, and I`ll try to ignore him as much as I can. I didn`t know if I`ll be able to do that, but I have to try at least.
I lifted my head up, I had an idea. I went to the bathroom, I checked myself in the mirror, I nearly shouted when I saw mys
