She could be my Luna without marking her, and I’d let her be with someone else, if she would let me be with Aurora, but as soon as I thought it through, I immediately pushed this thought away. She cannot be my mistress, she deserves much more. I cannot do this to her. Thinking about sending her back also frightened me, and it felt like someone ripped my heart out from my chest. Even if that’s for a short time, I imagined her in that tiny room, where there is literally nothing, that tiny bed and that darkness. I even thought about the food they are getting in there. I knew that they mostly lived on potatoes and rice. They only eat meat occasionally, and the word “cake” doesn’t even appear in their dictionary. I felt horrible and broke about sending her back for a while, so what my dad w

