He wanted to find his mate so badly. And Shiloh really matched him. I imagined how happy he'd be with her running freely in the forest and in the mountains. Then again I thought about Aurora. I closed my eyes. My dad asked the servants to change my bed, so I only tried to imagine her scent. I tried to make myself believe she was lying next to me, and in the morning, when I opened my eyes, she was going to lay on my chest with a smile, saying good morning to me in her soft voice, and by looking at her I was going to realize this all was just a bad dream. The morning came really quickly. My mom helped me not to collapse. I was exhausted in every way. She helped me to dress up, but they needed to hold me from both sides. I told them I didn’t want to see this, but they said I had to be ther

