Cassian’s POV What the hell was happening to me? This was the first time that I couldn't fall asleep the whole night, no matter what. Not even for just a few minutes. "f**k," I muttered as I moved and sat at the edge of the bed, shirtless, my suit pants half-zipped. Across the room, Evelyn slept soundly—unaware of the storm I was choking down. Arielle. She saw me. I hadn’t meant for it to happen. God, I hadn’t even planned on touching myself—not in this house, not under this roof, not after all the promises I made to myself. But then, when I walked into the bathroom, which was filled with Evelyn's scent, I couldn't help but imagine what Arielle's scent would smell like. It was obviously a sweet, subtle scent that would cling to the air. That stupid vanilla scent that she alway