There used to be days that I thought I was okay, or at least that I was going to be. We’d be talking and everything would just fit right and I would think ‘it will be okay if it can just be like this forever’ but of course nothing can ever stay just how it is forever. ~Heart broken It's 10:42 p.m. here and we just wrapped up tomorrow program schedule and now it's time to rest and recover from all the stress of he day because Nathan told me we would be waking as early as 5:30 a.m. and I needed as much rest as possible because of the long day ahead of me. He is right while many fo those in the wedding arrangement and organisations will get rest tomorrow, I won't so I'll need to get as much rest as I can. Take a quick shower before returning to bed to tuck myself in. I turn on my phone and