I took a seat next to an unconscious Belle and felt the tears I’d been holding back finally begin to fall.
“I’m sorry…I’m so sorry Belle.For everything I’ve put you through, you may not know this but you’ve always been my weakness , always.It’s why I’ve always pulled away from you and forced myself to believe I loved Lois , I could always think properly around her but with you it was like I never had control of my own body.I was scared baby.So scared of what I felt for you.I know nothing I say will ever make up for all I did to you but I just want you to know that I love you so much, so so much.And I’ll love our baby just as much, so please please just wake up and talk to me ,I feel so empty without having you next to me and hearing your beautiful voice.”
I felt a hand brush my hair and
