Her Second Chance.

Chapter 15/ Our new normal…

    Well for the last two months our new workout routine has been getting me into shape. Lola seems a little stronger. But she won’t shift. Says she doesn’t want to hurt us. It’s a little different tho. Jasper and I keep getting closer and even tho I don’t mean to; I find myself thinking of him as more than a friend often. Not to mention Ronan keeps checking me out which I find myself doing things on purpose to see if he notices. 

    It always ends up with Lola snapping at me and a shower with my little waterproof friend. At the end of the week Jasper will be gone. I’m gonna miss him. But I’m so proud of him. He and Kevin will be off learning business management things to help make them run the pack businesses better.

    Tonight, Alpha is going into town to get some things for Jasper and he has asked me to keep Jasper busy, so he doesn’t start asking questions.  Alpha has asked me to come to his office at 3 to plan. As I enter the office, I notice he looks a little agitated.

    “Sir is something wrong?”

    “Oh no. I have seemed to have misplaced my note from earlier. Have you seen it?” he asks looking up from the pile of papers on his desk.

    “No sir I haven’t but I can help you look.” I say bending over to pick up the papers that had fallen from the front of his desk. I hear a soft growl.

    “Graci sweetie you know what that does to me.” He says pinching the bridge of his nose.

    “Sorry sir.” I say standing up.

    Apparently, my ass in his kryptonite. I smile to myself I don’t mean to do it I just forget. I have these two hot men around and they both give me “come f**k me eyes”. I’d take either one. But Jasper has a mate, so I refrain, and Alpha has a girlfriend and a mistress masseuse. It’s torture. My little friend stays in the shower now and is always there for me.

    “Earth to Graci” Alpha says snapping back to reality.

    “Sorry sir I was just thinking” I say shyly.

    “I bet you were.” He says with a laugh. “So tonight? What do you have to keep him busy?” he asks.

    “I’m just gonna have him help with the dishes while you sneak out and then we will go down and do our normal workout.”  

    “Sounds like a plan. Thank you Graci.”

    “Not a problem sir.”

    We go along with the night as planned. When Jasper goes to change to go work out, I take a second to go into the Alphas office and see if I can find his note. I sit at his desk and start looking. I know it’s his list he wrote down from the call he took this afternoon before “the nooner”. I lean back rubbing my temples and Jasper comes in.

    “Whatcha doing?” he asks.

    “Looking for a note for your dad sorry I haven’t changed yet.” I say smiling.

    “It’s ok I don’t really wanna workout anymore.” He says looking down.

    I look down and notice my legs are spread apart my skirt is pulled up a little and you can almost see my flower. I look up and blush. He stands in the doorway with hooded eyes.

    I don’t know what made me, but I slip my skirt up a little more. He comes over to me picks me up out of the chair and places me on his dad’s desk. His mouth crashes to mine. I feel him slip my thong to the side and slide a finger into me. He moans at the silky tightness.

    “Holy s**t your so tight.” He says breathlessly.

    He slides another finger in and deepens the kiss. Moving his fingers in and out he puts his thumb up on my bud and rubs in circles. I might die. Lola tries to yell at me, and I block her out. He stops the kiss and gets down on his knees he buries his face.

     Oh my goddess this man’s tongue. I cry out in orgasmic bliss in seconds. He stands and brings his mouth back to mine. I reach down and start unbuttoning his pants. When we hear a growl from the doorway.  We look up to see Ronan standing in the doorway.

    “Son, go to your mate.” Ronan booms.

    Jasper backs away from me. I stand and pull my skirt down as Jasper leaves the room. I look at Ronan expecting him to tell me to get out. He doesn’t which if I’m honest turns me on a little. I know he wants me too.

     “Graci pull your skirt back up and get back on the desk.” He commands.

    I do as I’m told. My flower begins to drip. But then I worry how far this will go. He sits in his chair facing me. He grabs me feet and puts them on the arm rest on each side.

    “How long has this been going on?” He asks staring at my flower.

    “It just happened sir.” I hear him groan when I say sir.

    “Graci do you know how long I’ve wanted to see this beautiful site before me?” He asks inching the chair closer making my knees bend and my legs fall open.

    “Sir what about Bethany?” I ask starting to get a little nervous.

    “Bethany who?” He says as he slides a finger into me.

    “Your girlfriend.” I say through a moan.

    I’m not gonna lie I have wanted this, but not in this way. Ronan takes his finger to his lips and sucks it. He takes his face and puts it right next to my wet opening and slowly runs his tongue up and down. I hear his pants unzip and I know what is about to happen. I can’t, not with the monster he’s packing.

    “Sir please stop.” I say panting.

    “It’ doesn’t seem like you really want me to stop.” He says seductively sliding his finger back in.

    “I’m a virgin.” I say while he slides another finger in.

    “I know so tight. But she’s wet and ready. I’m gonna take the little kitty to the next level. You ready?” He asks with black eyes leaning forward and sniffing my breasts and ripping my thong into pieces.

    “No sir please, I’m not ready.” I beg realizing this is his wolf.

    “You were just ready for my son. You’re gonna be ready for me.” He says forcefully. “Ask me to do it. Tell me you want to.” He commands.

     He stands and takes me off the desk then he turns me around and bends me over the desk. He sticks his fingers back in and starts to move them.

     “Now tell me to do it.” He commands again removing his finger and placing his stiffened member at my silky wet folds. “And say sir when you do.” He adds leaning over me sniffing my marking spot on my neck.

     “Please sir take me.” I say crying.

    With that he slams himself into me. I scream out in pain. I start to cry, and I hear a growl rip from his chest.

    “Scream all you want, soundproof walls. Time for me to have some fun.” I hear his wolf say.

     I know this is about to be extremely painful. He pulls back and slams back in. He does this for what seems like hours and I scream in pain. He digs his claws into my shoulders and holds me in place. My legs have blood running down them. I can barely hold myself up. It’s pure torture before he lets Ronan regain control. Once Ronan was back in control he pulls out and he drops me to the floor and leaves the room.

    He comes back into the office; he takes me to his room and draws a bath. He removes my clothes and sits me down in the hot bath. I cry out in pain, it burns. He gets a washcloth and some soap and starts washing my already healing shoulders. Then he washes my breasts I want to fight him, but I have no strength and Lola had blocked me for blocking her.

    He washes my upper body. He pulls a leg up and washes the leftover blood away and then does the same for the other leg. Then he reaches between my legs and I push his hand away.

    “Graci I’m so sorry he did this. I tried to stop him. He hasn’t been that close to a virgin in a long time. He snapped. I’ve been fighting him since we first found out you weren’t my son’s mate.” He says looking truly sorry.

    “But you started this by making me sit on the desk in front of you.” I say weakly.

    “I did, this is my fault. I wanted you just as badly as he did. I know you want me to sometimes I can smell your arousal. So, when I came in the door and could smell it, I wanted some of it. But I would never have forced you.” He says with tears rolling down his face.

    “I did want you sometimes. But not this way. Why didn’t you just ask me without my flower in your face. I would have said yes.” I say as I fade to blackness.