Cara
Rage had been so sweet taking care of me while I was lost in my own head. We had gone to bed after our bath, and I pretended to sleep because he had been so worried, but the truth is that I just couldn't turn my brain off. I was stuck reliving my encounter with Andy. I had believed myself to be so strong, and I had failed to fight him. If it wasn't for Caroline and Rage, I was not sure what would have happened to me. I was a burden to those around me, and I hated it. Everything I believed I had accomplished was just an illusion, I was the same girl I had always been.
My weakness had affected Rage. I could feel his fear in how he was holding me tight, as if afraid I would disappear if he let go. I needed to be better, stronger. Worthy of him. I wasn't there yet, I didn't de
