~(CHANTAL LANE SY POV)
One day I just woke up that Gabby was no longer breathing. Nag-panic ako, hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko. I just ended up crying still trying to wake him up. Hindi pa ako makakaalis sa unit ko kung hindi dumating sina Joko and Frein para mag-isip para sa akin.
I lost my mind in that moment. Ito na ang naghatid sa amin ni Gabby sa vet. Hindi nawala sa amin ang hope na maari pa itong ma-revive.
The vet told me that he had a depression and because he barely eats he had a kidney failure. Pakiramdam ko naulit ang pakiramdam noong araw na nawala ang anak ko.
It was the same feeling, ganoon na ganoon kasikip ang dibdib ko na para bang hindi na naman ako sigurado sa bukas.
I didn't know that losing him would also hurt that much.
~(HAILEY HERRMANN POV)
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