SMITH
It's bad enough that I started the day making a mess with Dawson. Worse, I got a week of detention and I now have a taint in my incredible school record.
Even worse now, I've got the whole school thinking of me as an assailant and psycho out to kill Dawson Walcott.
Even more painful that Carla was also judging me for my brutality against Dawson. She might not say it. But I could feel it. And she had every right to judge me.
I was wrong. I know that. Giving him a fractured rib was a bit too far.
But help me, goddess, it's just so f*****g hard to see her giving me those judgy stares and making me feel like s**t.
It hurts to see her worried about that jerk. Overlooking the fact that I did what I did for her. Because I love her. If only I could make her understand that. But I can
