Finn I needed to walk, or run, or hit something. I couldn’t just stand around anymore. I went down to the Underground gym. In the locker rooms they had workout gear for anyone to use. I found some shorts and a tank and put them on after stripping out of my black jeans, black long-sleeve shirt and boots. I then wrapped my wrists and ankles. Feet bare, I made my way to one of the punching bags. Hit after hit, kick after kick, I went after the bag as if I was attacking myself. This was my fault. All of it. I didn’t protect her. I didn’t notice a tail, I didn’t know we were being watched. I brought this to her. By bringing her here, I put her on the radar of a psychopath. I should have left her in Ohio. I just couldn't be away from her because I was a selfish bastard, and now my wo

