Conner
I was standing on the steps, practically vibrating. This isn’t the longest I’ve been without her, but since she’s let me acknowledge her as my woman and not just my mistress, I feel something has shifted with our relationship. Lyla has been opening up more last year. She's let more people in, she’s made friends and close ones at that.
My feelings for Lyla have expanded. From meeting her in a bar at one of my most lowest times to now. She is my life. I have never loved someone so much as I do her, not even Bryson. He was my first love. My love for him was borderline obsessive. But I wasn’t out then. I wasn’t myself. Kellen, my love for him was deep. He kept me company while in jail with him. We became close. I am thankful that Lyla will let him come live with us when he g
