LILLY'S POV
After Max left my apartment, I instantly broke down in tears. I felt like I had just made the biggest mistake of my life. I felt like I had lost the one person who had always been there for me. I guess this was the first time ever since u chose to leave him that I mourned the death of our relationship. For some reason, what happened tonight felt so final for me. The look on Max’s face when he was leaving was one that I could never forget. It was probably going to haunt me for a very long time.
He looked hurt and shattered when he walked out of my room, he looked defeated but at the same time he looked like he had accepted the fact that this was the end of us and there was nothing he could do to convince me otherwise. Maybe all this was all for the best. After all, I had been
