~ATTICUS~ Was this what it felt like to go into complete shock? Many things in my life have surprised me, but hearing Autumn say to me that she'd loved me all along has made my entire body numb from shock. She loved me? Autumn loved me? And she’s loved me for years? My mind is racing with all of the things she's mentioned to me. She saw me first; she fell for me. She wanted me before Anya even did. How did I not know any of this? How could I have been so blind? Since the beginning, I thought Autumn didn't have any feelings at all for me. When we got married, I felt that my actions wouldn't have hurt her because neither of us had feelings for each other. Now that I knew she loved me for so long, I understood the pain I'd put her through. I understood the damage I’d done without eve