~ATTICUS~
Ah, f**k, what had I done?
Autumn and her spells were becoming dangerous. I never wanted to sleep with her until I'd gotten her complete forgiveness. She hadn't forgiven me yet; I knew she hadn't. I would know when she'd forgiven me when she looked at me the way she'd done so freely in the past. Only then would I know that Autumn had forgiven me for everything I'd done to her.
I knew I still had plenty of work to put in, and I wanted to do them all before what happened last night.
I wanted to be worthy of her before I took such a sacred part of her. I knew Autumn wanted it but f**k me, even though I wanted it too, I wanted it to happen at the right time.
Was that so wrong? But I also didn't want her to think that I didn't desire her or that I didn't want to touch her bec
