I lock myself in my room all day. Allen knocks but I don't let him and when he texts, I leave him on read. On his part, Adam pretty much ignores me.
Livia texts to ask why I'm not in school but I ignore her as well.
The intensity of what happened last night is slowly seeping into my head.
I had s*x. I close my eyes as the thought sinks in. s**t, I had s*x when I was semiconscious.
In my head, the feeling of someone thrusting himself painfully into me builds up very slowly, very vividly. I remember opening my eyes into a scary darkness and I feel like it was all a bad dream.
I stretch my leg with my eyes closed. My thighs are painful and my crotch is sore. It wasn't a dream.
It happened.
And Adam is acting like nothing happened. He's up and about his usual business while I'm l
