I barely make out Gen walking through the door because my eyes are blurry with tears. My heart is breaking and I feel like I'm in hell. Actually, I prefer hell to this feeling.
I'm sure hell is not this cold.
"Are you okay?" Gen demands as she walks towards me.
"No, I'm not okay!" I gasp, a bout of nauseousness hitting me. "He's dead!"
She holds me by the shoulders and shakes me.
"He's fine. I didn't shoot him."
"He shot himself."
She shakes her head before she steps away from my line of sight just as Blake gets to his feet, dusting his knees with one hand.
I don't think twice. I rush to him and I wrap my arms around his neck, nearly knocking him down.
"You're okay." I whisper amid tears. "It's okay. We are okay."
He doesn't hug me back. He gently pries me away from him befo
