Tyler
I can't even think right now. I just run out of the bar. I hear Terrance calling my name, but I am out and in the car so f*ck!ng fast. He jumps in the passenger seat as I am pulling out. "It's Albi," he says, holding his phone out and answering it. I speed straight to the hospital hoping I won't get in a car crash the way I am driving. He hangs up and tells me what Albina told him. I am so angry with myself. I should have just stayed home with them. I should have not put my phone on silent. I have made bad decisions all around. A red light stops me and I slam my hands into the steering wheel. "f*ck f*ck f*ck f*ck" I yell. "Hey, calm down bro. I am sure she is going to be fine," he tells me. Right now, nothing feels fine. This is all my fault. Lately I have been doing a really sh!tt
