Dallas
We are already at the venue and backstage getting ready. Production is making sure everything else is perfect and ready to go. We have a show tonight and I want to call Austyn. I feel it in my heart that my little girl needs me. The text from my father left me real bothered. I miss my girl so damn much, and knowing that she is having a hard time, and I am not there to help and comfort her really has me feeling sad and depressed. I know I am doing all of this for her, but it bugs me more and more, knowing that I am missing a lot of her daily life. Getting a call or text, even pictures, is not the same as being there with her. Each time I am on tour and I think about it, it makes me think that she will hate me for always being on the road and being a celebrity with ev
