Tilly
I am so nervous, but there is no going back now. I mean, he did say he didn't want to know, but not telling him leaves me feeling vulnerable and exposed. Someone can find out the truth. What if that man decides to tell him he is his father himself, or whatever version he wants to tell. Anyone can tell him whatever they want and since it didn't come from me, he will really hate me even more. He is grown and strong and he can handle it now. I just hope he doesn't hate me for this. I will tell him and just hope for the best. I stand up and take a seat across from him. I am too scared to be so close to him right now, but I do want to see every single one of his reactions.
"Your real father, he acted like he wanted me. I was very young and he kept pursuing me and he was very persisten
