REID It's Saturday. I sleep in. It's been a very long week for me. I've been jumbling between work and meetings and I'm just too tired. Again, I was haunted by nightmares all night so I barely slept a wink. Ever since I started interacting with Riya again, the nightmares have become more rampant, and their effect is just unbearable. It's just like the old days before we dated back in college. She was happy when we were together. I made her happy, and seeing her like that gave me more peace than I deserved. It saved me from the self hatred that I harboured since the night I drunkenly forced myself on her, and it made me believe that I was redeemable. Then she found out the truth, and her father drove a bullet into my shoulder. He couldn't believe that I would do such to anyone; le

