SAGE I shift on the bed with a grunt. My head hurts. My whole body does and I feel messed up. I feel a sharp pain in the head and shut my eyes, the events of last night flowing through my head. “Oh f**k!” I curse when I get to Caily’s bit. What did I do? “s**t!” I sit upright and fold my knees to my chest, the events flowing vigorously. I forced myself into her. I hurt her. This is something I have never done. I’m not a rapist but I did it to her. I hate her. I hate her with all my being but that’s not something even my worst enemy deserves; because she is my worst enemy. I shift and sit on the edges of the bed, burying my face in my hands. It’s normal, right? People do this thing all the time and after all, she is my wife. Not really my wife but she is supposed to be and I had a rig