Axel
I was now a spectator in my own life, stuck on the bleachers, watching everything go up in ruins and flames while strapped in my seat by invisible shackles that I couldn't bring myself to get rid of. I was as helpless as I was almost nonexistent. I didn't think it was going to get this worse where I had absolutely no control over my life anymore.
I was barely keeping track of what was going on around me anymore. Not when it felt like I was tossed in the middle of a Soap Opera, left to figure out what had been happening before I got into it. Everything seemed loosely connected. I was losing time, there were gaping holes in my memories that made me feel like I was mostly knocked unconscious the whole time.
I was a mess.
“Mr. Bellwether?”
My thoughts drifted back to reality and I l
