Pam POV Bob stayed up all night and never went to bed after we learned that Axel had been taken. After Axel was taken, Bethany gave me a sedative and put me to bed; I could not handle it if I lost a child. I was so stressed out, and in tears she had no choice. I was useless to the team. I felt so guilty not being out there helping them find out, son, but it appears that when it is one of your own, all my training goes out the window, and I become this blubbering mess that does not help anyone. When I woke, it was still dark. I took a quick shower and rushed out, looking for everyone. When no one was in the office, I remembered the app and found they were out on the water, and they must have found where Axel was. I did not want to risk calling Bob in case he was on radio silence, and

