Scar Lance called and said that the surprise for Constance was a success. I knew she hated me for getting her a loft, but I didn't want to speak to her. It wasn't like I didn't want to be with her because I couldn't want anything more, but this wasn't our time. Maybe one day we would have our time, but we couldn't be together as long as her family said we couldn't. It would be a different story if Constance wasn't close with her family. I've learned a lot being with her. Constance taught me patience, kindness, and how to be more receptive to situations. Leaving her without telling her where I was going was harder than I thought it would be. This was for her because I knew that we would never actually stop being together if we were so close to each other. These past three months have been