TARA COLEMAN I was left feeling bewildered and full of unanswered questions after Mark's call. Why at this time? When I needed him the most, where had he been all along? Could he have simply searched for me? Was I simply too much of a distraction because he was so focused on Mia? I am aware that I kept the pregnancy a secret from him. What would be the purpose of initially telling him? We experienced marital difficulties, but his treatment of me was unjustifiable; he had an affair with my closest friend in our marital bed, and he dared to inform me that it was not what I had assumed. Did he regard me as a burden, or did he perceive me as the foolish person that I was? All he wanted now was to get back into my life and my son's life and act like he had not betrayed me by having an affair