Things were far more complicated than I ever intended for them to be. I felt like I was walking on shaky ground that would, at any minute, give out on me and send me tumbling down into the abyss. When it was going good, it was amazing, but when it was bad, it was so bad.
My life used to be so simple, and the more that I climbed, it seemed as if the more I lost control. Everything seemed to be imploding around me, and it didn’t seem like there was anything that I could do about it. If I chose Justin, Dylan would be hurt. If I stayed with Dylan, I would continue to hurt Justin.
Nora found me crying in the girl’s bathroom. Dylan called her, letting her know what happened, and she rushed out of class to take me back to our dorm. I didn’t expect her to do that. Even though we talked and clea
