I stood frozen. I stared at the c*****e in front of me. It was all so surreal I couldn't believe what had happened. There was no way, in my mind, that I could have just killed someone. A person, a human, was dead, by my hand. That was impossible. The door next to me opened and Ms. Suzy edged out followed shortly by a babbling Bianca. I still couldn't move; I was stuck in the same position staring down at the bloodshed in front of me that my own hand caused. Suddenly a hand came around in front of my vision and set on the top of my gun. “It's okay, Vicki," said a voice softly repeated in my ear. I let out a shaky breath slowly and willed my tremble hand to let go of the gun. Once my frozen hand finally thawed the gun was pried out of it and I heard Ms. Suzy give a huge sigh of reli

