RUHANI'S POV I awoke up snuggling into the soft sheets, and the morning light trickled in through the blinds. Shedding myself of the remaining glimpses of a dream, my eyes were still shut as I soaked in the warmth of my covers before letting my eyes see the sun's rays. i sat up but the sudden pain in my head made me groan , i kept my hand on my temple to soothe it , to get rid of the pain that wasn't letting me focus on anything , soon like always the headache left me even though i am used to this pain now but the pain that my heart is bearing is still afresh , still wounded . It's been a month already and i feel like a statue , nothing excites me anymore , nothing makes me feel anything , all i feel is numb , it's not that i didn't try to heal myself ,i tired but nothing worked , no m