****BRANDON POV***
The bright morning light from the sun seeps into the room, its golden rays on my face, and I squint my eyes as I open them trying to adjust it to the brightness in the room.
I turn sideways on the bed to find Jared's Jared's side empty and cold, with a tired groan, I get out of bed throwing on the first piece of clothing my eyes land on which happen to be Jared's Tshirt and I make my way out of the bedroom in search of Jared.
After coaxing him to bath with me three nights ago, it became a nightly routine he would help me wash up in the most innocent way which I found endearing; I didn't try to initiate anything because I would be lying if I say I couldn't sense how nervous and carefully he was with me.
I know I just woke up, I know he blames himself one hundred per
