after days of being uncertain about how to get the story where I need it to go. I'm back on track!!! ~INNANA~ "Aren't you spending too much time indoors?" Lois asks, once again pulling me from my thoughts. "Yh, I guess." I whisper. The sight of two little girls running around their mother, in the crowd makes me smile. It makes me look forward to motherhood, despite the dread of pushing a baby out of my v****a. Oh, goddess, Claire is rubbing off on me. I'm now becoming way too vulgur for my own good. "Let's go for a walk." Lois says, her lips splitting with an endless grin. "Yh." I allow, her to carefully pull me with her as we walk out the door. But, I'm sure to cradle my belly with my free hand, as if that will help in anyway. I do it out of instincts. "Let's go to the kitchen

