~LOIS~ I felt so dejected all this while. Each day, I watched Innana be happy with her mate. I watched Claire finally find hers and she was more than ecstatic. I have never seen her so happy. And she deserved it too. I watched how she helplessly searched for her mate for so many weeks. I saw her give up, only to pick herself up again. Goddess knows how much I wanted to search. Only mom's words kept ringing in my ears. Her telling me that, even if I searched, I wouldn't find him yet. And I knew better than not to trust her words. But now, looking at the caramel skinned sylv'r faes before me, I know that I wouldn't have found him even if I searched. His ocean blue eyes hold so much adoration and yearning that it makes my heart beat faster and my beast purr, resulting in my cheeks he

