"There is no one I believe in more than you, Leif. I'm sorry. I know I'm being selfish. I don't want to bring you down but I am scared. I'm so scared. I don't want to see you like that. I don't want to have to live my life without my second big brother. It is too hard…" Leif, who is sitting on the bed, his posture weakening by the minute, quickly wipes the tears from his eyes. He is hurting so much, but seeing Harlow like that, it is too much. He is losing oxygen, he is slowly asphyxiating as he watches Harlow try and hold herself together, but the heartbreak is so real he can nearly hear the shattering sound. "It is too hard to be a Bailey. Leif, it is too much pressure to live our life like this, each and every one of us having an expiration date on our head. I don't know how to do a