“Do you understand?” Noah is choked, he has tears in his eyes, there is such a range of emotions within him. If he could focus on one thing, it wouldn’t be as bad, but for now he feels like his mind is all over the place. Suddenly, Austin’s silver dagger makes sense. Austin didn’t hold anything back at all, even the horrific description of coming back to his almost dead mate was not spared from his description. Once the veil is lifted, Austin wanted it completely clear. The reality of the situation is what it is. “How am I meant to understand all this?” “I am under no illusion that you will be able to process all this, it took me a long time to come to grips with it…” Austin still grieves his brothers, even three years isn’t enough time to process it. He still wakes with nightmares s