Ripped Away And Apart

Kafli 24.

I have her in a hold and she is struggling against it but I just bring her arm more up so she bends down a little. 

“Aaww so you can bite back” she says happy. 

She likes the pain I am giving her? I push her away from me and she takes a few steps forward but then she takes a ballet spin and brings her foot up ready to kick my face but I put my arms up and block it. I take the chance and kick her one standing foot, she falls to the ground but then wraps her feet around mine. I fall to the ground but I put my arm in front of me so I don't fall on the ground. I quickly stand up and look at her standing in front of me. 

“What are you doing? Do you really believe that us fighting will make me feel better?” I growl at her. 

“No, I know you now that you are not like that and that you are a very” 

Punch. Block.

“Closed person but” 

Punch. Block.

“This is a good ice breaker and we are closer now” 

Then she fully all body jumped at me but I just grab her around her stomach pulling her down on the ground. She is on top of me but I wrap my legs around her and take her in a hold. 

“Stop Ginny, I will break your ribs if you struggle. I won, tap out” I warn her in a cold voice. 

She struggles a little so I press my legs harder and she wines out, I heard a growl but this time it was not from Max but from Ian. I look at him and he is now standing facing me looking very intensely at us, we meet eyes. I squeeze my legs more and Ginny whines more out, tapping me on my leg but I don't lose up right away holding eyes with Ian. Ginny taps me again and I let go of her looking away from Ian. We stand up from the ground and I make eye contact with Max and I could see the pride in his face and right then I wished I would have lost. Ian walks over to Ginny and gives her a huge tongue kiss, I roll my eyes at their love. I roll my shoulders and walk a little around but then I feel someone grab my arm. I look at Noah and I know the questions he is asking me with his eyes but I just don't know who this man is. I rip my arm away from him and look away from him but after about three steps I have no idea where I am going. I stop and look around, there are people around looking and the four are staring at me. 

“I need a nap! So I am going up to the room” I say and start walking towards the house. 

“Ana go to my room, everything you need is there” Max calls after me. 

I stop dead in my tracks and fist my hands, then I take a few deep breaths and then turn around. I see a few people take a step back and Noah even bowed his head but I lock eyes with Max, he looks emotionless like always but I narrow my eyes at him. 

“You want me to go to the room where you f****d your girls and where I have a video of you getting a b*****b? You want me to sleep in there? ARE YOU FOCKING INSANE?!” 

The last part I shouted at him and then everyone except for Ian Ginny and Max took a step back away from me. Both of Ginny’s and Ian’s jaws dropped but Max still just looked emotionless and just staring at me. 

“Fock you!” I snap when no one says anything and start walking again to the house. 

I hear someone running after me and I just hope for his sake that it is not Max. I open the door and there behind me, Ginny grabs the door holding it open to go inside after me. I walk inside and in silence she walks with me. 

“Go away Ginny” 

Silence.

“I mean it Ginny” 

“No Ana we need to talk about that mark on your neck” she says very serious. 

I scoff, is she really talking about my hickeys? I roll my eyes and let her follow me to my room or what used to be my room. I open the door and inside the room is all clean and ready for company. I kick off my shoes and I go sit on the bed indan style. 

“So what about my hickeys? And be quick so I can take a nap” 

Ginny is still standing and she is rubbing her hands together.

“Okey so I hear that you know about mates?” 

I nod my head. 

“Alright but what you don't know is that we mark our mates so that other werewolf know that we are not available” 

I raise my eyebrow. She pulls her t-shirt away so I can see her hickey but hers is of course different and I just roll my eyes again. Where is she going with this?

“Max marked you, that mark on you shoulder will never go away and by your smell you have had s*x so you are fully mated. Now he can find you anywhere and he can even feel the strongest emotions from you” 

My jaw drops. 

“You are his now no matter what” 

I take off my glasses and I start to rub my eyes, what the f**k? Huh? I am his? He can feel my feelings? He can find me wherever? 

“Okey wait what?” I ask her. 

She smiles a very sympathetic smile, then she walks over to me and sits on the bed with me. 

“He is also the alpha of this pack like Ian is alpha of his pack and I am his Luna. You are marked by Max so you are his Luna and Luna to this pack” 

“Yeah people were calling me Luna before but I just thought they thought it was my name” 

She laughs a little and I want to punch her, don't you laugh at me. 

“No, that was them showing you respect, a luna is like the queen of the pack. They will protect you with their lives and they will look to you for advice or guidance” 

I run my hands through my hair and I sigh deeply, people are going to look to me? No I did not sign up for taking on a whole pack of murderous wolves! 

“No Ginny that is enough, stop this is too much! I am no queen! I am no leader. I can not even take care of myself” 

Her eyebrow goes up and there is a weird look on her face and again I wanted to punch her. 

“Ana did you give him permission to mark you?” 

I fisted my hand, now she was just asking for it! 

“NO! I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS! I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS GOING ON!” I snap at her. 

She stands up from the bed with her hands up in surrender but I am mad about all this. He just marked me or whatever without telling me what it means. What the hell is he thinking? 

“There is no way to take this back? I am stuck here? I came here to see if I could handle this but the truth is I am stuck here with murderers and werewolf freaks?” I snap. 

As soon as I let the word out of my mouth I regretted it because I know it is too harsh to say to Ginny. I look up and I can see that she is offended. She put her weight on one foot and crossed her arms over her chest. 

“I am not talking about you Ginny, I am sorry, I did not mean it, I am just so mad” 

She rolls her eyes and drops her hands. 

“I will let that slide one time but only because I can not image what you are going through. It really is a d**k move of him to mark you without telling you what it means, I mean it is like marrying someone and not telling them” 

I flop down on the bed still with my legs crossed but I am tired this is so much and there is so much that I have to think about. 

“Ginny, can I sleep now, you told me what you needed to tell me so can you leave now?” 

“Is there nothing else you want to ask me or talk about?” 

I look up from the bed and at her. 

“Is there something else I should know? I am apparently married to a werewolf killer and I am now a queen to his pack? Did I forget about something?” 

She smiles a little and then puts her hands up again, she just nods her head and then walks out of the room. I let my head flop back to the bed but I untangle my feet and move up in the bed, I pull the comforter over my body and then take a big sigh. I take out my phone, I have a few messages from my family. I told them that I was going back and there is nothing they can do about it. My grandpa just sent a smiley but there is a long message from both of my parents. I sigh again and throw the phone away from me on the bed, I lay on my side and stare at the wall. Are they killing people or other werewolves? Why are they taking the law in their own hands? Why is the police not in this? Is there really no one looking for the people that everyone is killing? Is there someone out there wanting to kill Max?

That made my heart clench, I don't like who he is and what he did but thinking about someone killing or hurting him hurts. My hand goes up to my mark and I run my fingertips over it and somehow it is soothing me. Why does this have to be so hard? Should love not be happy and easy? Should we not only have problems like who takes out of the washing machine or him leaving his socks around the house. My eyes start to feel heavy and I close them and seconds later I am sleeping.