Ripped Away And Apart

Kafli 11.

When I wake up again I am hot but I feel better, I am stuck and all I see is his hairy chest and I look up. He is sleeping, he looks so calm and hot. Looking at him sleeping I can see that he is very handsome and totally my type but he is still my kidnapper. I look away from his face and back to his chest and I snuggle my nose in his chest for some reason. 

“What are you doing?” he asks with his eyes closed.

“I don't know, I wanted to do it and I did” I say simply. 

“Are you feeling better?” he asks. 

“Yeah but I am still mad at you” 

I feel him push my head up to look at me with his forehead. I look up at him right in his eyes, those brown lovely eyes. 

“What is going on with your heart? Should I be worried?”

Should I tell him? Why should I tell him? I don't know him… 

“No you should not be worried” 

“It sounded serious and you should not take matters of the heart lightly” 

I lift up one eyebrow looking at him. 

“So poetic but still dude I don't know you and I don't want to tell just anyone all my problems” 

He moves closer to me and his lips are inches away from mine. 

“But I want to know them and solve them all” 

I feel his lips move so close to mine. I lick them because I want to kiss him, what the hell are these mood swings??? One minute I want him gone but the next I want to jump him. One minute he is beating someone to death and then he is so sweet to me… Sounds like we are made for each other. 

He moves away from me out of bed and then is when I realize that he is in only his boxers and I look away letting him get dressed without me staring at him. I guess he is leaving me now… 

“Common I will help you get dressed” he says while walking to my suitcase. 

He picks up some baggy sweatpants and a sweater, I move on the bed and let him help me get dressed but when I am all dressed I move to lay back down in the bed but he swoops me up. 

“No, from now on you are not leaving my sight. If your heart acts up again I need to be close to you so until I feel like you are okay then I am taking you with me” 

I look at him wide eyed, is he taking me out of this room? Am I getting to meet other people? He starts to walk out of the room with me in his arms bridal style. We walk down to the ground floor, I start to hear some people. We enter the kitchen and all chatter stops while people stare at us with mouths wide open. Then from the other door the man I know but I don't know his name, he stops and looks around. Seeing me in Max’s arms he growls a little at the people and they look away back to their food. Max puts me down on one of the seats, I stretch out to grab some pancakes but he just takes my hand rather gently for his usual harsh touch and I look at him. 

“I will make you new ones, how do you like them?” he asks. 

Again everyone looks at us with their mouths open but right now mine is open as well. 

“Just simple with syrup and berries” I say rather surprised. 

He just nods his head walking to the kitchen island and starts to put things in a bowl. I feel everyone look at me and I am wishing now I had looked in the mirror before I left the room. The guy I know comes and sits across from me and I nod at him, he nods back but starts to put food on his plate. My stomach growls a little but I am sure no one heard it or I hope not, there is too much silence in the kitchen. 

“What is your name?” I ask. 

He looks up with his mouth full of eggs and bacon. 

“Noah” he says after swallowing. 

I nod my head and then just start to play with my fork bored. Then after a little while Max brings me my food and sits next to me, putting things on his plate from the table. 

“You know you didn't need to make me new if you were just going to take from the table” 

Max looks at me and opens his mouth but then he closes his mouth and I see his eyes go distant and right when his eyes go back to normal everyone stands up from the table and leaves.

“I made you breakfast just say thank you” he says rather annoyed. 

“Thank you” I say while digging in. 

He and Noah starts to speak german together and I stare at Max’s phone, I so want to watch some tik toks or some youtube videos or something. 

“What?” he says sighing in the meantime. 

 I look up at him and make puppy eyes. 

“Can I please watch something on your phone?” 

He pushed his phone to me and nods his head. I smile and take the phone up but what shocks me is that his lock screen is me sleeping… 

“It's locked” I say, not going to mention the pic. 

“Your birthday” he says simply not looking at me but Noah. 

“How the f**k do you know my birthday?” 

He looks at me with a totally different face from this morning. 

“I found your f*******:” 

I roll my eyes and put my birthday in and the phone opens up but as his screensaver is another picture of me but now I am sitting on the windowsill looking out. When did he take this? I have never seen him take out his phone. I open up f*******: because I want to watch some videos of a comedian called Brandon Farris. He has nothing on his f*******: feed but I don't snoop, I know nothing will come good from snooping. I start a video and put the phone down on the table while eating my pancakes, I can not help laughing at him. He is so funny that watching his video makes this day already better, I have watched every video he has made but now there are so many new ones. I try to hold down laughs so I don't interrupt them more but then I put a bite in my mouth but then he falls out of the chair because he opened something the wrong way and I almost choke out of laughter. I feel eyes on me and I look from the phone at the men, they are not talking but staring at me. 

“I am sorry, I can do something else, is it disturbing you?” I say while pausing the video. 

They both shake their heads and Noah puts a big bite in his mouth. 

“You have a nice laugh” Max says simply. 

We finish breakfast and then he gets ready to pick me up again but I push him away and he lets me walk, slowly but I am walking. He takes me outside, we walk to another part of the fields outside the house and he makes me sit down on a little hill of grass. 

“Now I have to lead practice, I can not give you my phone again because I can not follow what you are doing from a distance but tell me if you are bored” 

I nod my head but to be honest I just love being outside and I feel the fresh air on my face. He takes off his shirt and gives it to me and I hold it watching him walk away. There were about forty-fifty people in this practice, I guess he keeps a program because he never yells or anything, he just did everything with them. Everyone just knew what to do… 

Then a few wolves came out from the tree-line and they look at us, one is a little bigger than the others and he is looking right at me. I am a little nervous because if they attack me, I am on the ground and too slow to stand up and run. He separates from the group and walks around the people training and towards me, he does not come very close but he lays down pretty close to me. I try to keep calm but my breath is hitching and I am a little scared but he is just laying there, I am not watching the practice anymore just watching from the corner of my eye. He slowly moves closer to me and I try to keep calm, then he comes closer so now he is lying almost beside me. He is much much bigger than any other wolf I have ever seen, his head must be the same height as my shoulders and he is probably as long as me…

The practice is over and I slowly get up looking at the wolf but he couldn't care less about me so I let out the breath I was holding. 

“MAX!”

From the right the girl I hate comes running and right to Max but he just ignores her, she is smiling a very seductive smile. 

“I waited in your room last night like you asked, where were you?” 

All the blood in my face drains and I feel like I am about to be sick, I don't hear his response and I don't want to hear it. I knew it was too good, of course he has not been lonely since I was sleeping. He must have been leaving when I woke up last night. I think I need to sit back down but then I feel the wolf by my side and I freak out. He is by my side leaning on me, I look at him but he is not looking at me but he growls. My hands go swiftly up to my chest because I am worried he might bite them and I just stand there frozen staring at the wolf. 

“Ana! Is everything okay? Are you in pain? Is it your heart?” 

When Max mentions my heart the wolf looks up and I tense even more up but then he just leaves like nothing happened. I relax and look at Max, he is looking worried at me but I just sigh. 

“What is going on with you and that girl? Because if she is your girlfriend, f**k buddy or what ever I will not have you in my room again. I will not be the other woman or be with a man that has multiple women” I say calm. 

“She is nothing anymore, we were but not since I met you” he says just as calm. 

Should I believe him? Why would she always be in his room or going to his room if they were finished? 

“I don't believe you but I guess I can not do anything about it so..” I say trying to be honest with him. 

“I have not touched another woman in that way since I met you and that is the truth” he stated harshly but I just brush it off.