KYLIE’s POV My decision to end things with Elijah gnawed at me, ate at me, and all but wanted to suffocate me. I kept having to remind myself that it was the best possible thing I could do. Elijah was not the man I thought he was. Neither was he the man I wanted him to be. To simply put, he was bad for me. But if he was so bad, why was there a constant limp in my chest every time I thought about him? I sighed and rubbed at my heart. Since I asked to be friends, I refused to acknowledge that this new era of my life truly hurt. But I think I’ve only just been delusional. Because if I was being honest with myself, then I actually really missed Elijah. I sighed and walked to my wardrobe to pick an outfit for the date I had agreed to go To with Matthew, but for some reason I felt no joy ab