After settling everything with Shenna, Leander still didn’t felt any better. In fact, he felt as bothered as before. As if there was some unfinished business, some unresolved conflict that repeatedly gnawing at him. He unbuttoned his shirt in frustration. Then he suddenly thought of Shawn’s red and swollen eyes. Remembering it all frustrated him more. He wondered if he was still crying. He's not 100% cured of his cold. What if he got sick again because of his sudden mood shift? Was he too harsh with the last few words he’d left him? He’d never said anything harsh to him since they got married. Was he able to bear with it? The more he thought about it, the more anxious he got. His heart throbbed with pain as images of his teary face and curled up figure repeatedly flashed through his