[ R Y D E R ] She said she didn't want to see me. Well, not those words exactly. The nurse said that she was too tired and that she didn't want any visitors for now. She only wanted to see her mom. So both Cole and I had to retreat back to the waiting room. Seriously though, I was literally dying to see her, and now she was awake, but she won't even see me. That sucked, but I had to respect her wishes. She probably needed some time to re-adjust. Still, I couldn't wait for her to hear the news... How would she react? * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * * Now I didn't feel like sitting around, sharing a waiting room with f*****g Cole. But I didn't want to leave the hospital either, so I decided to go wait by the rooft