Jena
I tried keeping it together, tried not to cry out every time that a contraction hits, but now I am exhausted and even the idea of pushing out a child the size of a watermelon, makes me want to cry. "I need you to let me know when you feel a contraction, that is when I will need you to push." The doctor tells me, like I haven't been down this road before. But here is the problem, I am almost dead sure that my body has reached its pain threshold because, since the overbearing need to push had passed, I can't feel anything. "You should have felt something by now." The doctor says, placing her hand on my stomach. "I am going to have to measure when you get contractions. If you aren't feeling the contractions and you don't push, then the baby might end up suffocating." What the f**k?
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